A life after college, coming soon?

So assuming I pass all my classes this Fall and Spring, I am hoping to graduate in the Spring of 2009. Its about time! But do I really feel ready to leave? A part of me wants to leave SJSU so badly, a part of me feels like I am not ready. Ready for what? Did I get prepared for the real world? Has SJSU given me the proper training? I feel as if I am not ready to take on the real world, Hell I honestly don't know if I am even in the right major. Am I coming up short in the confidence department or am I second guessing myself in the work that I do?

I guess when I was growing up, I was never confident in the work that I did. Or maybe I did, but in the process of growing up, the competition got stronger and better. I know in life there will always be people who are better at things then one would like to be. I look at where I am, and I just feel stuck. This semester I feel I lack the passion to help propel me forward in life. Why is it that I am struggling in 101b (the flash action script class) and also this video class of art 105? I feel so unsuccessful despite people telling me other wise. When I do something, I want it to be amazing. However, I somehow lost the drive. What is it? Being in my 5th year of college, I feel overwhelmed I guess. There could be numerous reasons why I don't have the "passion" to do well. I guess thats it though, Its hard to explain and I will leave my blog at THAT. I am just such a complicated person to understand....